Read A Boy's Letter To His Parents

Dear Parents.

"Hello, Father and Mother, I am your neighbor several years ago, I left you coming to the city to find a life, a life that has become a big mystery because until now I don't have enough money to put in the envelope of this letter, but I am still looking

Mom, I know you wish one day to wear the bandana or turban I bought for your son, even I wish I know the time will come. There is a time when you ask God to protect me so that I don't get tired and fight because you believe in him that I will succeed but I am still searching

My father, sometimes you are in the field, you are alone, you wish to be with someone, you console yourself with the radio, changing one channel until you hear another, maybe I will be mentioned in a good way, be happy, get rid of the difficulties of life that lead to not even having money for fertilizer, but I am still looking for your son

My dear mother, how many times do you come across other mothers being happy to receive gifts and various things from their sons, it hurts to see that I have not done that even I am hurting one day I will do that because I am still looking

My dear father, there are times when you wish you could buy coffee for your old friends while playing football and telling stories, but what hurts me more than yours is that you fail to buy it, you are hurt more when you hear the news of your friends' children ordering them even the jersey of their favorite team, but you still have the one you bought with money yours, don't get tired, father, son, I'm still looking.

My parents sometimes think a lot and I wish you to come home and be close to you, my silence scares them, remind my younger brothers that their brother is good and I should do good because my goodness to them is better than what I want if I just say it and don't do it.

Tell grandma and grandpa they want to hear their house one day when a stone is thrown and the sound of rain will come out to wake them up if it's raining and if there is no rain they should draw water by opening the night for them if it's daytime with the light of a lamp, the yellow light they see in the kitchen. So they all deserve it, but I'm still looking.

I'm still looking, I'm still looking for the life you wanted to live, I still haven't found the one I wanted to live, but I'm still looking to live that life before time pushes me into the abyss"